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BAH How am I supposed to enjoy a dude's company when I really want anothers?
I had a good date tonight, it went really swell and I'll do it again early next week. I just...don't get why so many dudes tell me that i'm cool and awesome blah blah but the one I want is so uninterested. He knows me, yet still does not want me. Screw you, and screw me for not get over him. I know, its not meant to be, GET OVER IT ALREADY SERIOUSLY but its on my mind. I avoided a good bye kiss from the date I had, partly cause I'm not sure about him and mostly because I promised MYSELF that I would not do that if I was unsure of someone. He is a cool dude, kind of cute and we get along. I will give it another chance to see if anything happens.
I had a good date tonight, it went really swell and I'll do it again early next week. I just...don't get why so many dudes tell me that i'm cool and awesome blah blah but the one I want is so uninterested. He knows me, yet still does not want me. Screw you, and screw me for not get over him. I know, its not meant to be, GET OVER IT ALREADY SERIOUSLY but its on my mind. I avoided a good bye kiss from the date I had, partly cause I'm not sure about him and mostly because I promised MYSELF that I would not do that if I was unsure of someone. He is a cool dude, kind of cute and we get along. I will give it another chance to see if anything happens.