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Sleeping is such a battle. I can't keep up this lifestyle, staying up all night half the week and then wondering why I can't go to bed early on a normal night. It is really depressing. I don't want to give up my late nights so that during the week I can get up at a decent normal and not feel like shit. I was doing well there, taking melatonin when I got home from work and then passing out nicely around 12:30. I tossed and turned all night tonight, dispite taking my pill and now its quarter after ten, I am just waking up and I'm Angry! I was supposed to go to yoga, but in this mood, no way. Its hard enough getting through the standing series in a great mood. i'd be too rushed anyways. I set my alarm for 8:30, which is when I was expecting to start wanting to wake up but that was just when I was finally starting to sleep. Well, no, maybe 6am when was I was finally starting to sleep cause thats the last time I remember seeing the clock. Yoga at 4pm tomorrow it is. I'll have more time to prepare, I am not good at morning things.