Awkward?

Jan 13, 2009 11:55

Whether or not you read this (a specific person), I don't know what makes you think you'll get me. There was a reason I broke up with you, and it wasn't because of your weight. I understand that you have more confidence now that you've lost nearly 100 pounds, but that doesn't mean that you can hit on me and make suggestive remarks. I don't mind suggestive remarks; that shit's an ego booster. I broke up with you not because I found you unattractive at your weight, not because I think you're a geek, not because people told me to. I broke up with you because I didn't feel any differently for you than I ever had. Just a friend. Just a friend. Just a friend. You suggested that I show you my *amazing* tits and that we should be friends with benefits.

Friends with benefits? Not quite.
Show you my tits? Nah.
Make out at Chateau? There's a possibility.

I don't want to lead you on, dude. Don't think you're gonna get me. You're not. I broke up with you for a reason. You're a great guy, you're sweet, smart and funny. I just didn't feel anything for you.

I also have more confidence than I did before, but that doesn't mean I'll sleep with just anyone. Back when we were together, I was a severely insecure person and I pushed people away. Since then, I've become less insecure, but still insecure; however, my feelings for you have not changed. Just know this.

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