Thinking Again
Good morning! No classes today. I wonder if everyone's having fun today. :)
I was thinking about a lot of things again. Especially about Ms. Bean. Somehow, I want to back down now and let time heal the wounds in our heart. That was what she told me before. But the other day, I really wanted to fix everything. That's why I asked her if I could talk to her this week.
Yesterday, I knew I was scared. I was scared that she might talk back and say curses. I'm scared that maybe I did something wrong to her before and I wasn't even aware of it. I'm not even sure if I did. I'm such a bad friend... But I know that I'll need to talk to her. Maybe she hates me the most right now. Maybe I did do something to betray her. But I promised kami sama that I'll tell her the truth. Because I'm such a liar, too. This time. This time I hope that I'll say the truth and that she will, too. And that we all be friends again.
Friendship is important. We cannot live without it. I hope everyone thinks that, too.
I was thinking about a lot of things again. Especially about Ms. Bean. Somehow, I want to back down now and let time heal the wounds in our heart. That was what she told me before. But the other day, I really wanted to fix everything. That's why I asked her if I could talk to her this week.
Yesterday, I knew I was scared. I was scared that she might talk back and say curses. I'm scared that maybe I did something wrong to her before and I wasn't even aware of it. I'm not even sure if I did. I'm such a bad friend... But I know that I'll need to talk to her. Maybe she hates me the most right now. Maybe I did do something to betray her. But I promised kami sama that I'll tell her the truth. Because I'm such a liar, too. This time. This time I hope that I'll say the truth and that she will, too. And that we all be friends again.
Friendship is important. We cannot live without it. I hope everyone thinks that, too.