Backstabbers

Jan 12, 2011 21:23

I don't want to assume anymore. But it's just so inevitable sometimes. These past few days, some new acquaintances were befriending me. I thought it was normal and it wouldn't be a big deal with my other friends. (They're befriending other people, too, anyway.) But then here comes one of my friend, telling me that I should stop thinking that I can be friends with other people in our place. He's talking like befriending others is some sort of sin!

Two days passed. Maybe, and most probably, it's just me and my paranoia... But I feel like my friends are backstabbing me. When I'm not near them, they're talking about someone they don't want to tell me. And then I feel like they're exchanging secrets without me.

It must be me being paranoid again. I wish it is. I know my assumptions too well. Most of the time they're true. And I wish this time, it's not.

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