Scared of settling.
In about a month I have to apply to wherever I plan on going. I'm considering ucla because if I go to ucsd I'll probably want to stay in the valley and commute. It's so much more convenient for me. I know that if I settle for something really close to home (ucsd) I'll most likely stay in the valley, and I don't want to stay.
I want to get out. I keep wondering what's going to happen to David and I if I do leave to la, but as much I'm trying to make that my concern I just can't seem to make it. I still love him, but I guess I'm prioritizing myself... I'm not sure if that's good or bad. More good than bad I suppose.
Life is uncertain. I'm a wreck, temporarily I hope. I don't know what to do. I guess I'll just apply to both and see which one accepts me first, good plan?
i've been wanting to watch a good flick, any good movies out there?
I want to get out. I keep wondering what's going to happen to David and I if I do leave to la, but as much I'm trying to make that my concern I just can't seem to make it. I still love him, but I guess I'm prioritizing myself... I'm not sure if that's good or bad. More good than bad I suppose.
Life is uncertain. I'm a wreck, temporarily I hope. I don't know what to do. I guess I'll just apply to both and see which one accepts me first, good plan?
i've been wanting to watch a good flick, any good movies out there?