Nov 09, 2006 19:01
HOOO-K. So I'm reading journals, listening to music etc. and all of a sudden the theme song from Requeim for a Dream comes on. Now I'm crying. Ah jeeze.
Whenever I hear this it reminds me of the mom in the movie freaking out at the office of the guy's show and when the newyork guy had his arm amputated. My heart breaks everytime. Drugs can effect people so much. Im so fortunate that the conflicts in my life arent as big as a make them out to be. So many more things could be wrong. Ok waterworks . I need to stop having random sugar induced or sugar withdrawl moodswings.
Sugar and needless drama are my addiction. But drugs taste so good.
I need something else or perhaps someone else to divert my attention.