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Apr 21, 2005 06:23

So now I feel the burning eyes my little society cast down apon me in evil judgement. I look around and wonder what is in the heads that hold these eyes. What things have these ears heard that cast their eyes down so hard on me? I scream in cofusion

WHAT THE HELL DID I DO? SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME!!!

But those lips do not move. Thoughts do not become audible. Oh, to make them speak. To learn what thrueths or lies have set me in such a shadow.

I flee to the darkest corner of seclusion, nursing the wounds of the betrayed. Writhing with the knowledge that I knew better. I had long since learned the lesson of "love no one, loose no one". Yet I ignored it. I let myself fall victem again, and this time without closure. NO reason or understanding of why. And thats the hardest of all. Because without knowing why its hard to accept that they have left you. You cant accept that there is nothing you can do. You cant accept that its all over.
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