You might say that.. I was using the tennis to try and clear my head.. Once I did, I just.. Broke down, I suppose.. Floramon is probably happy. I am told I am scary to play tennis with when I am upset.. But it did help, some what.
Do not be sorry, Yuri. It is not your fault and I honestly did not mean for you to have to get involved. You are always so kind to me, though. I really appreciate it.
.. To be honest, I am starting to wonder if I want this to work out with Takeru.. If he can ignore me for so long, I do not think I can handle that.. Ah! There I go again.. I am sorry! ^^; You do not need to hear this!
Yes, he went around 5:15pm to catch up with her.. It's been a few hours and he has not come home yet. I am starting to worry, but if anything bad happened he would have called..
You mean, you were actually serious..? Are you sure it's okay? I have no problem paying for the plane fare, as I mentioned, I have been saving my money lately! However, throwing a tantrum would not be very ladylike of me.. hehe.. I do appreciate the offer, of course. You are very sweet, you know that? I promise I will not be fake when you are around, how is that? I will not pretend to be something I am not... But only if you are sure..
Sports do seem to help when things are stressful sometimes. Not all the time, but sometimes. Random, but how is Floramon doing lately? I have not heard much about her. ^^;
Ah. Well...am I really involved? If you don't want me involved that's okay as long as you feel better soon! =D And Jean-Luc probably would call if something happened... I'd be worried too though. ^^; I'm sure if you called him to check up on him he wouldn't mind.
Of course I was serious, I wanna see you again! It seriously feels like forever since we last saw each other! Ah, I just want to see you happy again and less stressed. If pretending makes you feel better then you can do so, but I'm sure being true to yourself would be better...I don't mind ^^;
Sports are a good stress reliever! Although I am not much good at any, other than tennis.. I can keep pace with Jean-Luc and that is apparently quite the accomplishment, according to his team-mates..
Ah, Floramon has been doing well. She's as kind and good-natured as always. She's been trying to take care of me since I got home today, I am really lucky to have her here. I am all alone, once again..
N-No! No no, I did not mean it that way. I just meant that.. I do not want to burden you with my problems, Yuri. You do not need that added on to your own. I will try my best to recover from this quickly! I promise you that!
Maybe I should give him a call soon, if his parents come home and he is gone, they might worry, as well.. But if he is with Caroline.. She might get even more mad at me.. I am such a coward.. ^^;
I want to see you again, too.. Very much! I am glad that I will get the opportunity to see you again so soon! Having you here will most definitely cheer me up, I just know it! .... hehe, no, you are right.. Pretending does not make it better, it makes it worse usually.. But if you are willing to put up with a not-so-happy Catherine, then I will be true to myself. At least while you are here. I know I can trust you. ^^
You seem rather accomplished, so I'm not surprised you're so good at tennis. =D I'm sort of the same with rugby though...I'm not really good at anything else besides rugby. XD
Ooh, good! Though that is a Digimon partner's job, after all, to make their partner feel better. Kuwagamon seems to be worried about me a lot lately too...heh.
If Caroline gets mad for you calling, Jean-Luc should deal with it. That was the whole point of him following her, to make her feel better. That shouldn't matter. ^^; If you wanna call, call.
Ah, talking to you now has made me in a much better mood! It's odd, how that works.... Hopefully my presence this weekend will make you feel better! ^^ We could watch all kinds of shows!
Well, thank you for saying that, Yuri! I used to practise a lot, back in the day.. I learned to love it, I must admit. I have never played rugby before, though! Perhaps you could teach that to me some day. Although I may need to wear my costume for the play because I do not have any pants.. That costume comes pretty close, though! If it is done before you get here, perhaps I can show it to you (but only if you promise not to laugh.. I have never worn anything like that before..)
Oh dear.. I have been whining and crying all evening and I did not even stop and ask how you were doing! I am sorry.. I can be so rude sometimes! Are you doing all right? I am sure that Kuwagamon would not worry without reason.. Is there anything I can do to help?
Perhaps you are right, Yuri.. He is my bestfriend and it is only natural that I worry about him, right? =D
To be quite honest, this has made me cheer up a lot, as well. I have calmed down and am sitting in the backyard on the grass (which my father would be angry about, if he saw!) and well.. It's quite lovely! Now all I am missing is you to sit with me! Thank you for being so patient with me today. It really means a lot to me. <3
Why would you look funny in pants? XD They're... normal... whatever, I won't laugh. XD I was supposed to teach rugby to Miyako-san but we never got to arrange that picnic with her and Sora-san. ^^; It'd be fun to teach you someday though.
Aw, you were that upset? I'm sorry! I wish I could just go over there right now! Eh, don't worry about me, nothing new has happened lately. Same old, same old. Just stress over finals and other things... It will be really nice to see you again this weekend though. =D Only a few more days! And my parents don't mind me staying the whole weekend as long as I come home at a decent time on Sunday!
W-Well.. They actually.. Not pants. Uhm, breeches? ehehe.. I have not tried them on, but I believe I am supposed to tailored at lunch tomorrow.. I hope that they will not look too bad! Ah, I never did meet Inoue-chan, although I do know Sora-san! Sora-san is a wonderful person! It is too bad you did not get to see them again, though.. I would like to learn, although I am not sure how good I would be at it. If it involves a lot of running, perhaps it will be all right! I am pretty good at running, because of all the tennis practise!
I-..Yeah, I will not lie to you. After I heard that Takeru has been contacting Ishida-san I got even worse.. But I think I will be all right. This is normal, after all. Everyone goes through heart breaks, right? But I will still worry about you, no matter what you say. I wish I could help you de-stress a bit. Perhaps I can make you something really chocolatey? ^-^
I am very excited to see you again, Yuri! Please thank your parents for me, by the way. I really appreciate them letting you come visit on such short notice.
Hmm.. Well, you know what I like! The same things as you. Is there anything that I have not seen that you can recommend? ^^
Well...I think you'll look fine in breeches anyway. ^^; I can't wait to see this play though, even if the rehearsals have been stressful for you. Hopefully Jean-Luc will make them better by talking to Caroline.
Sora-san seems nice but I don't know her very well at all. I know more about her from what Anna said of her when she went to that... that... Hana thing. O_o I still don't know what exactly that thing was about but whatever. I've heard rugby being described as a combination between soccer and American football, but I don't really know anything about American football so I'm not sure how that works. ^^; There's a lot of running though, yeah.
Waaa, but I'm fine now, really! ^^; Talking to you really helped! Chocolate muffins are nice though. XD XD XD I think you're a lot better than before though. Maybe we'll be perked up enough by this weekend so that we can both be truthfully happy. ^^;
And...I think I will surprise you with what I bring, then. =D
Heh, well, I do hope that you are right, Yuri! I am going to continue to do my best in this play, despite everything that has happened! I cannot let this performance be ruined just because someone else does not like me! I am sure that if anyone can calm Caroline down, it is Jean-Luc. He is so wonderful with people!
Sora-san is.. A very kind person! She was very helpful to me while I was in Japan and she is the one that made things between Mimi-san and I a lot better, so I admire her very much! Oh right, you were not at Hanami, were you? I went, but I did not stay for very long. I did see her Barbie Girl performance with Ichijouji-kun, though. ^^
Hmm, European football I am familiar with. I was never allowed to play, but I have watched other people play it before.. It looks like fun! I will just have to get myself some pants! I do not see how it would hurt to get a pair.. My father does not need to know..
You really are fine? Truly? I am glad if I was able to help at all, though! So muffins are what you like, are they? I will have to make some specially for you on Friday! <3 I do hope that you are right about this cheering us up, I think we could use that!
Oooh! A surprise? I like that! <3 That makes it even more exciting!
Oh right, it is late over there isn't it? Hmm.. And I think that Jean-Luc just got in the door now, so I am going to investigate. Hopefully I will have good news! Take care of yourself for me, all right? Talk to you soon! <3
Do not be sorry, Yuri. It is not your fault and I honestly did not mean for you to have to get involved. You are always so kind to me, though. I really appreciate it.
.. To be honest, I am starting to wonder if I want this to work out with Takeru.. If he can ignore me for so long, I do not think I can handle that.. Ah! There I go again.. I am sorry! ^^; You do not need to hear this!
Yes, he went around 5:15pm to catch up with her.. It's been a few hours and he has not come home yet. I am starting to worry, but if anything bad happened he would have called..
You mean, you were actually serious..? Are you sure it's okay? I have no problem paying for the plane fare, as I mentioned, I have been saving my money lately! However, throwing a tantrum would not be very ladylike of me.. hehe.. I do appreciate the offer, of course. You are very sweet, you know that? I promise I will not be fake when you are around, how is that? I will not pretend to be something I am not... But only if you are sure..
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Ah. Well...am I really involved? If you don't want me involved that's okay as long as you feel better soon! =D And Jean-Luc probably would call if something happened... I'd be worried too though. ^^; I'm sure if you called him to check up on him he wouldn't mind.
Of course I was serious, I wanna see you again! It seriously feels like forever since we last saw each other! Ah, I just want to see you happy again and less stressed. If pretending makes you feel better then you can do so, but I'm sure being true to yourself would be better...I don't mind ^^;
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Ah, Floramon has been doing well. She's as kind and good-natured as always. She's been trying to take care of me since I got home today, I am really lucky to have her here. I am all alone, once again..
N-No! No no, I did not mean it that way. I just meant that.. I do not want to burden you with my problems, Yuri. You do not need that added on to your own. I will try my best to recover from this quickly! I promise you that!
Maybe I should give him a call soon, if his parents come home and he is gone, they might worry, as well.. But if he is with Caroline.. She might get even more mad at me.. I am such a coward.. ^^;
I want to see you again, too.. Very much! I am glad that I will get the opportunity to see you again so soon! Having you here will most definitely cheer me up, I just know it! .... hehe, no, you are right.. Pretending does not make it better, it makes it worse usually.. But if you are willing to put up with a not-so-happy Catherine, then I will be true to myself. At least while you are here. I know I can trust you. ^^
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Ooh, good! Though that is a Digimon partner's job, after all, to make their partner feel better. Kuwagamon seems to be worried about me a lot lately too...heh.
If Caroline gets mad for you calling, Jean-Luc should deal with it. That was the whole point of him following her, to make her feel better. That shouldn't matter. ^^; If you wanna call, call.
Ah, talking to you now has made me in a much better mood! It's odd, how that works.... Hopefully my presence this weekend will make you feel better! ^^ We could watch all kinds of shows!
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I have never played rugby before, though! Perhaps you could teach that to me some day. Although I may need to wear my costume for the play because I do not have any pants.. That costume comes pretty close, though! If it is done before you get here, perhaps I can show it to you (but only if you promise not to laugh.. I have never worn anything like that before..)
Oh dear.. I have been whining and crying all evening and I did not even stop and ask how you were doing! I am sorry.. I can be so rude sometimes! Are you doing all right? I am sure that Kuwagamon would not worry without reason.. Is there anything I can do to help?
Perhaps you are right, Yuri.. He is my bestfriend and it is only natural that I worry about him, right? =D
To be quite honest, this has made me cheer up a lot, as well. I have calmed down and am sitting in the backyard on the grass (which my father would be angry about, if he saw!) and well.. It's quite lovely! Now all I am missing is you to sit with me! Thank you for being so patient with me today. It really means a lot to me. <3
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Aw, you were that upset? I'm sorry! I wish I could just go over there right now! Eh, don't worry about me, nothing new has happened lately. Same old, same old. Just stress over finals and other things... It will be really nice to see you again this weekend though. =D Only a few more days! And my parents don't mind me staying the whole weekend as long as I come home at a decent time on Sunday!
...Want me to bring anything movie-wise? ^^;
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Ah, I never did meet Inoue-chan, although I do know Sora-san! Sora-san is a wonderful person! It is too bad you did not get to see them again, though.. I would like to learn, although I am not sure how good I would be at it. If it involves a lot of running, perhaps it will be all right! I am pretty good at running, because of all the tennis practise!
I-..Yeah, I will not lie to you. After I heard that Takeru has been contacting Ishida-san I got even worse.. But I think I will be all right. This is normal, after all. Everyone goes through heart breaks, right? But I will still worry about you, no matter what you say. I wish I could help you de-stress a bit. Perhaps I can make you something really chocolatey? ^-^
I am very excited to see you again, Yuri! Please thank your parents for me, by the way. I really appreciate them letting you come visit on such short notice.
Hmm.. Well, you know what I like! The same things as you. Is there anything that I have not seen that you can recommend? ^^
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Sora-san seems nice but I don't know her very well at all. I know more about her from what Anna said of her when she went to that... that... Hana thing. O_o I still don't know what exactly that thing was about but whatever. I've heard rugby being described as a combination between soccer and American football, but I don't really know anything about American football so I'm not sure how that works. ^^; There's a lot of running though, yeah.
Waaa, but I'm fine now, really! ^^; Talking to you really helped! Chocolate muffins are nice though. XD XD XD I think you're a lot better than before though. Maybe we'll be perked up enough by this weekend so that we can both be truthfully happy. ^^;
And...I think I will surprise you with what I bring, then. =D
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Sora-san is.. A very kind person! She was very helpful to me while I was in Japan and she is the one that made things between Mimi-san and I a lot better, so I admire her very much!
Oh right, you were not at Hanami, were you? I went, but I did not stay for very long. I did see her Barbie Girl performance with Ichijouji-kun, though. ^^
Hmm, European football I am familiar with. I was never allowed to play, but I have watched other people play it before.. It looks like fun! I will just have to get myself some pants! I do not see how it would hurt to get a pair.. My father does not need to know..
You really are fine? Truly? I am glad if I was able to help at all, though! So muffins are what you like, are they? I will have to make some specially for you on Friday! <3 I do hope that you are right about this cheering us up, I think we could use that!
Oooh! A surprise? I like that! <3 That makes it even more exciting!
Oh right, it is late over there isn't it? Hmm.. And I think that Jean-Luc just got in the door now, so I am going to investigate. Hopefully I will have good news!
Take care of yourself for me, all right? Talk to you soon! <3
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