whatev.
Unhappiness kinda hit me on the head today
The worst part is I SAW what I was doing
I purposely looked for it...
Granted, I was unhappy before I started torturing myself
but...I had to push it over the edge
I had a weird dream last night
It was about Disney
I got to work by walking around the park and helping people
and my roommates worked with me...in ODF
along with my friends from ODF
and Brian was there...dressed in his Port Orleans costume
and yet we were trying to get him to come to Magic Kingdom, haha
and it was Halloween...
It seems like a stupid dream, I'm sure
but...it's not that stupid really...to me, anyways
I dunno
My brain is a mess...
I'm just gonna be a girl and blame it on hormones
I just miss...things
and I hate that I have no one to blame but myself for them not being here
AAAAARRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh
The worst part is I SAW what I was doing
I purposely looked for it...
Granted, I was unhappy before I started torturing myself
but...I had to push it over the edge
I had a weird dream last night
It was about Disney
I got to work by walking around the park and helping people
and my roommates worked with me...in ODF
along with my friends from ODF
and Brian was there...dressed in his Port Orleans costume
and yet we were trying to get him to come to Magic Kingdom, haha
and it was Halloween...
It seems like a stupid dream, I'm sure
but...it's not that stupid really...to me, anyways
I dunno
My brain is a mess...
I'm just gonna be a girl and blame it on hormones
I just miss...things
and I hate that I have no one to blame but myself for them not being here
AAAAARRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh