years make everything all right...

Aug 08, 2006 22:51

Just got back from Virginia.
Pretty interesting trip...Historical and Fun...wow!
Any place where I can wear ANYTHING 18th century-ish is a good place to be.
Now begins the countdown to my Disney trip in September.
How weird is it that I'm living my life here in New Orleans as just a countdown until I can get to the next place?
Ah well...maybe things will get better?
I dunno...I'm not really investing too much hope in this
You can love someone and they can love you...and still things don't work out.
I've gotten that message pretty clear, finally.
Still....there's always that small flicker.
Maybe when he's cookies...I can eat him/enjoy delicious cookie him.
haha...and yes, that makes sense...
and I think it would be a great ending to this eternal baking story
Anyways....

remember when I said that the "passing title" would...indeed--PASS
and that I wouldn't feel sorry?
Well...guess what?
Nope, don't.
You go into that situation with your eyes and legs open...
so you KNOW that when the fun stops...you move on.
No crying and bemoaning...no no...
You can't change the rules in the MIDDLE OF THE GAME
oy ve...who DIDN'T play house when they were little?
we all know that life rule...once the rules are set...if you agree to them...you can't change them and expect all players to comply.
Nope.
oh also...ya know....maitresse en titre...your reign ended...but guess whose hasn't? yep...the royal consort. as predicted by the craziness in my head. I said it a month ago...just goes to show there's a method in my madness....and, I think I like that.
Granted my opinion is not valid. Because I'm a blind and crazy old woman...it's cool.

On another sidenote rant...Jimbo = precious
Granted, he doesn't argue with me....which I take as a bad thing...lol which goes to show you how BACKWARDS I am.
I tell him something...to be a hardass....and he goes with it.
I mean...I guess I'm not used to talking to Virgo folk.
I'm used to 4 people in one relationship...only 3? Psh...thanks a lot.

Okay all this was random and dumb...but...I liked it. I feel like after all this endless stretch of nothing...I'm finally turning a corner. I just hope it doesn't have me run smack into a wall.
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