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Okay.
caves in, the world caves in on my head
the madness comes and I need to be dead
for all the anger, you've traced my scars
I know you've seen the broken stars
that litter the ground where that I tread
I used to be so beautiful that heaven bled
^^
So
Somehow Matt got a half hour long crying jag from me where I basically told him everything that I'd never told anyone before. I don't even know him that well. :/ I think I've lost my mind. I've been doing that a lot lately. it kinda scares me because I'm almost done. I've almost completely rewritten all the bad memories. once I'm done with that, I just have to make sure that someone knows one name.
... and then I'm done.
I don't know what to do after that. I don't know why I'm in college. I don't want to be in college. I don't want to have a career. I want to write. And draw. I don't care about money. O_o Never have.
:/ I should marry a rich dying dude.
caves in, the world caves in on my head
the madness comes and I need to be dead
for all the anger, you've traced my scars
I know you've seen the broken stars
that litter the ground where that I tread
I used to be so beautiful that heaven bled
^^
So
Somehow Matt got a half hour long crying jag from me where I basically told him everything that I'd never told anyone before. I don't even know him that well. :/ I think I've lost my mind. I've been doing that a lot lately. it kinda scares me because I'm almost done. I've almost completely rewritten all the bad memories. once I'm done with that, I just have to make sure that someone knows one name.
... and then I'm done.
I don't know what to do after that. I don't know why I'm in college. I don't want to be in college. I don't want to have a career. I want to write. And draw. I don't care about money. O_o Never have.
:/ I should marry a rich dying dude.