Can't Quite Reach
My soul's somewhere else, somewhere so far away, I wonder if I'll ever catch up. I want to grab it, pin it down, and tell it that it's not that easy and to stop wishing. My head knows what I'm trying to say, but maybe that's because it just wants to find a reason to despair. These books seem to be my only salvation in this, 'cause there's no way to talk about it without holding back so much. It's building up until I feel like I'm about to burst through my seams of reality. I don't want to hide, but not hiding feels like a task I just can't do. I isolate myself, I know that, but it's better than what I figure things would turn out if I didn't. I should just stop bitching, I know, but I guess I can't bitch elsewhere, so why not here.
At least I got my Psychology topic picked; society and how it contributes to homophobia. And it turns out that I didn't miss psychology on Monday because my teacher was sick anyway. Sometimes I just really get lucky.
Finished 2 and 3 today with everything but the title, which I'll add when I actually design it. Better just keep moving and leave the little touches and things 'til later. *sigh* only on page 4...and I need to finish the Suikoden dog tags that I promised myself I would do.
Random Thought of the Moment:
I feel like eating a whole lotta chocolate, but there's none in the house T.T
Madame Dei is sad now.
At least I got my Psychology topic picked; society and how it contributes to homophobia. And it turns out that I didn't miss psychology on Monday because my teacher was sick anyway. Sometimes I just really get lucky.
Finished 2 and 3 today with everything but the title, which I'll add when I actually design it. Better just keep moving and leave the little touches and things 'til later. *sigh* only on page 4...and I need to finish the Suikoden dog tags that I promised myself I would do.
Random Thought of the Moment:
I feel like eating a whole lotta chocolate, but there's none in the house T.T
Madame Dei is sad now.