30.
I kinda put a hole in the practice wall at the street courts today. Now I know the answer the question, "What happens it you hit a ball into the same spot for six hours straight?" In my defense, though, the wall's taken ton's of punishment before this, so it was only a matter of time.
Freed up my brain for a lot of thinking, though. Not sure it was entirely a good thing, though, some of my thoughts. Mind kept wandering some, after all. But...I think I have a few things figured out now.... I hope.
I need to get out of my head.
So, maybe it started out as screwing around...but I don't think it is now. I like him. I'm comfortable with him. I want to spend more time with him...like that. And...yeah, I like how he kisses.
...fuck.
I have a crush on Momo-senpai.
We've already been weird, since that date. What are the odds he'd really be able to accept it? I'm not a girl or an older guy. I'm just some stupid kid. He was probably just trying to prove something when he kissed me, like he wasn't scared or something like that. And of course he's gone for the weekend so I can't just confront him on this and get it out. Idiot.
Freed up my brain for a lot of thinking, though. Not sure it was entirely a good thing, though, some of my thoughts. Mind kept wandering some, after all. But...I think I have a few things figured out now.... I hope.
I need to get out of my head.
So, maybe it started out as screwing around...but I don't think it is now. I like him. I'm comfortable with him. I want to spend more time with him...like that. And...yeah, I like how he kisses.
...fuck.
I have a crush on Momo-senpai.
We've already been weird, since that date. What are the odds he'd really be able to accept it? I'm not a girl or an older guy. I'm just some stupid kid. He was probably just trying to prove something when he kissed me, like he wasn't scared or something like that. And of course he's gone for the weekend so I can't just confront him on this and get it out. Idiot.