if you were wrong and I was right
Last week was something I had needed for a long time - a wake up call. I haven’t felt that fulfilled in such a long time. It’s so nice to touch base with people, to see how they are, what they are up to. It’s nice to know that people still care - that years, different cities or states don’t always keep people apart.
There was so much from last week I wanted to write down, to capture forever so that I would never forget. But I didn’t find the time ::mid New Years Resolution: write it down so you don’t forget::
There was my mini-breakdown that thankfully Miss Jen was there to talk me through. Even when I was being totally insane and irrational, she still supported me. She knew that I needed to see that for myself - that I didn’t need to be told. Who could ask for more than that? - she’s the best.
A call out of the blue from Jay made my heart skip a beat. I haven’t talked to him in awhile…probably since x-mas. He called to say that he didn’t forget about me, which was nice because I haven’t forgotten him either.
I also had a conversation with Sandi that I knew in middle school. That was really soothing - it reminded of me when we used to hang out, I always felt so at ease. Something about it made my heart smile just thinking of everything we shared together. It’s like it was yesterday and a million years ago all at the same time. We spent a hour or so sending each other pictures of the people in our lives (and ourselves too - it was exciting to see each other semi-grown up!)
I do know that the connection between us is totally irreplaceable and I hope we get to talk more soon.
Jeff and I have had some long, great talks over the past week. I think he may really understand in a way he never has before. I’m ecstatic with the prospect of it!
Jen called me up last Monday and mentioned that she was going to Florida and was looking for someone to go with. By Thursday afternoon, I had a plane ticket and was going with her! I’m so excited to be able to spend that much time with her. I love our talks - whenever we go anywhere together we usually are there until the place closes because we talk so much. It’s going to be like a girlie sleepover!!
We are so similar - I think after our New Year’s resolutions to pick-up the phone and call each other more, she is becoming my best friend more and more.
Last week was extremely busy. I was always on the go; I love that. I know I complain about it sometimes, but it gives me purpose and focus. It helps me find meaning in myself and my surroundings. Like when I get the feeling that I was born to do something. Buzzing around accomplishing stuff is wonderful, but it’s the stuff in between that I love.
I really feel connect with myself, in a way I never have before. I know what I want and I know how I feel. I’m not afraid - it’s been so long since I could say that and really mean it. I’m more appreciative of what I have - I’m lucky. It doesn’t always feel that way, but I know I really need to look at things and say, “What can I learn here? What is being shown to me?” As I find my own answers, everything will unfold as it should.
There was so much from last week I wanted to write down, to capture forever so that I would never forget. But I didn’t find the time ::mid New Years Resolution: write it down so you don’t forget::
There was my mini-breakdown that thankfully Miss Jen was there to talk me through. Even when I was being totally insane and irrational, she still supported me. She knew that I needed to see that for myself - that I didn’t need to be told. Who could ask for more than that? - she’s the best.
A call out of the blue from Jay made my heart skip a beat. I haven’t talked to him in awhile…probably since x-mas. He called to say that he didn’t forget about me, which was nice because I haven’t forgotten him either.
I also had a conversation with Sandi that I knew in middle school. That was really soothing - it reminded of me when we used to hang out, I always felt so at ease. Something about it made my heart smile just thinking of everything we shared together. It’s like it was yesterday and a million years ago all at the same time. We spent a hour or so sending each other pictures of the people in our lives (and ourselves too - it was exciting to see each other semi-grown up!)
I do know that the connection between us is totally irreplaceable and I hope we get to talk more soon.
Jeff and I have had some long, great talks over the past week. I think he may really understand in a way he never has before. I’m ecstatic with the prospect of it!
Jen called me up last Monday and mentioned that she was going to Florida and was looking for someone to go with. By Thursday afternoon, I had a plane ticket and was going with her! I’m so excited to be able to spend that much time with her. I love our talks - whenever we go anywhere together we usually are there until the place closes because we talk so much. It’s going to be like a girlie sleepover!!
We are so similar - I think after our New Year’s resolutions to pick-up the phone and call each other more, she is becoming my best friend more and more.
Last week was extremely busy. I was always on the go; I love that. I know I complain about it sometimes, but it gives me purpose and focus. It helps me find meaning in myself and my surroundings. Like when I get the feeling that I was born to do something. Buzzing around accomplishing stuff is wonderful, but it’s the stuff in between that I love.
I really feel connect with myself, in a way I never have before. I know what I want and I know how I feel. I’m not afraid - it’s been so long since I could say that and really mean it. I’m more appreciative of what I have - I’m lucky. It doesn’t always feel that way, but I know I really need to look at things and say, “What can I learn here? What is being shown to me?” As I find my own answers, everything will unfold as it should.