adding is really difficult for me right now. and this entry is HUGE

Feb 24, 2006 02:44

countdown to blonde hair: 15 hours 15 minutes

you know those days where you could stay awake for hours and sleep is insignificant and coffee just tastes oh so good?

it's 2:45 in the morning and i wish someone was up with me

aw well i have the beach boys and billy joel to keep me company. and we can't forget about carrie bradshaw too. love that woman.

i always feel so enlightened and just so god damn happy when i don't go to sleep. i wish i could share with someone how happy i am right now. i wish i could run across the frozen lake in the moonlight and then set up a blanket and have a picnic right there in the middle of all that frozen water. except it's been so frickin warm lately, is the lake even frozen now? aw well, instead im stuck at my house while everyone is safely asleeeeep. do you know how much we could accomplish if we didn't have to sleep? a whole helluva lot, that's what.

this is such a good song. go download it. it's called hummingbird by wilco. music is so fantastically beautiful and emotional and ohmygod.

livejournal im glad i have you or else maybe id go insane. except that was a lie because i never write in you. but tonight, man, you are a lifesaver.

aw this song is gorgeous too. it's fiona apple's rendition of the beatles "across the universe"

what a stupid, rambling a;ldjfasldfjs entry

but ive got nothing better to do so im going to keep typing. and i think im punch drunk or slap happy or whatever youd call it when youve had too much coffee and no sleep and it's now 2:50 in the morning

i just looked up 'beautiful' on thesaurus.com because i ran out of words to describe pretty things and it gave me "pulchritudinous." ahahahahahaaaaaa. im going to start using that word from now on.

so ok, heres my bit on how bad my love life is right now. just because you guys could use some more soap opera, self deprecating drama to read about. well basically im stupid and not forward enough and blabla. i can't bring myself to just kiss the little bastard, and theres the fact that i cant decide if hes completely not interested or maybe i havent given him any reason to believe i'm interested? you know? so then i rationalize to myself when im by myself to just, you know, go for it. but then im with him and i choke. stupidstupidlamelamestupid. aw well

ok i didnt reread that so if i made typos you can figure it out, k?

[edit] all right so i was thinking about this but i didn't want to make a new entry so im adding it on to the bottom of this entry. so im sitting here trying to decide if i'd rather watch sex and the city or continue listening to music. and it hit me. how redundant is it that we have two ears and two eyes but we can only listen to and look at one thing at one time? i mean, how much easier would it be for me if i could listen to sheryl crow with one ear and sex and the city with the other? someone should fix that.

ew and how weird of a word is "just." what a dumb non-word. that i use entirely too much.
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