Long time no see...
Well plenty of time has passed since I was here last. Over a year I believe. I am so sick right now, I feel like I am on my death bed, or at least heading to it. However, lately I have felt better than I have for a long time...finally after how many days, weeks, months...even years, I feel at peace. Things still go wrong and I still have my problems, but for the first time, since I can remember really I am ok. This time of year usually sends me into a spiral of emotions and ways on me with weights heavier than I can hold. But I am good, aspects of my life are aligned. I know what I am doing after school, and I know that I am truly loved and in love. It has all been this ridiculously long road, but right now I am smooth sailing.