That's weird.
How many different feelings can one hold for the same reason. Finding yourself confused, intrigued, happy, frustrated, wondering, jealous, hoping, and as many different thoughts you can think of for the one reason. Huh, it shouldn't be that way. There is no reason, but why. I could colapse into my mind and spend much time searching, but nothing would come. There is no answer. There can't be an answer if I don't really know the question. You just know the feelings and you think you know which part of your brain they are coming from, but other than that you are lost. You haven't the nerve to search anymore than that. You don't know the questions and you don't know the answers, so why search.