So things are going....
I am sitting down here at the computer shop. The weather outside is dreery, my darling friend Signe loves it, but as for me, it does me no good. I just start to feel tired (like I haven't been tired all summer:) I am not completely upset about the weather now, actually I was looking forward to it. Now the plants get water, and the burn ban diminishes. But it just sets into fact that another year here is about to begin. No school this year for me, but lots of work, to pay those bills. Work is even fine, it is just time to wear sweatshirts and cuddle again. The good thing about this time beginning is that is proves to me that I won't get stuck here. Time isn't stopping as I just live, it's moving forward whichs mean everyday is a day closer to when I get to fly into my own world:)
I am happy right now though.
If Meghann ever gets a chance to read this I want you to know that I didn't stop by that night because everytime I called your house the phone was busy. From 5 to 10:30pm. Right, I could have just stopped by, but I guess I was afraid of doing so. Because I knew where the two of were headed, and everytime I am around you I overlook that I pretend we will be the best forever. I am sorry I hurt you, but I was afraid to hurt myself. It was an easy way out, I take responsiblity for that, and I apalogize to you. You may do what you may, but know that I am sorry. If you want, call me.
Sylvie My baby I love you. Keep on trucking babe.
My tummy is grumbling!!...I am hungry and I can't pay my cell phone bill online, dumb verizon is being crazy! OH well in a few minutes I am leaving to start a new year of lessons....deep breath!!!! I can handle this.
Swim team went REALLY well yesterday!! Tired, but good.
I am happy right now though.
If Meghann ever gets a chance to read this I want you to know that I didn't stop by that night because everytime I called your house the phone was busy. From 5 to 10:30pm. Right, I could have just stopped by, but I guess I was afraid of doing so. Because I knew where the two of were headed, and everytime I am around you I overlook that I pretend we will be the best forever. I am sorry I hurt you, but I was afraid to hurt myself. It was an easy way out, I take responsiblity for that, and I apalogize to you. You may do what you may, but know that I am sorry. If you want, call me.
Sylvie My baby I love you. Keep on trucking babe.
My tummy is grumbling!!...I am hungry and I can't pay my cell phone bill online, dumb verizon is being crazy! OH well in a few minutes I am leaving to start a new year of lessons....deep breath!!!! I can handle this.
Swim team went REALLY well yesterday!! Tired, but good.