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I HATE MY FUCKING COMPUTER!!!!!!!
I attempted to write 50 things about me... I got to about 37, and my computer just dies... no reason, it just dies......
The first time I have ever attempted to get everything off my chest... though not publically... has been thwarted.....
Was it just not ment to happen.... Must I keep everything running through my mind until I find some crystal clear explaination.....
It was as if my own will caused it to fail, like I really didn't even want myself to know these things.....
Now I'm all emotionally stired, and if I was the kind of person who cried, thats what I'd do right about now...
But now I gotta shove everything back into my mind so I can sleep tonight... maybe sometime this summer I'll end up spilling on someone....
There is just too much about me that I never bothered explaining, not even to myself....
Anyways I am gonna head off now because this isn't helping much either....
Goodnight everyone
I attempted to write 50 things about me... I got to about 37, and my computer just dies... no reason, it just dies......
The first time I have ever attempted to get everything off my chest... though not publically... has been thwarted.....
Was it just not ment to happen.... Must I keep everything running through my mind until I find some crystal clear explaination.....
It was as if my own will caused it to fail, like I really didn't even want myself to know these things.....
Now I'm all emotionally stired, and if I was the kind of person who cried, thats what I'd do right about now...
But now I gotta shove everything back into my mind so I can sleep tonight... maybe sometime this summer I'll end up spilling on someone....
There is just too much about me that I never bothered explaining, not even to myself....
Anyways I am gonna head off now because this isn't helping much either....
Goodnight everyone