Obligatory "Hi, I'm back (hopefully for real this time)" post
Ugh. Don't mind me, I just have a complete lack of motivation this year. I'm out of school, but I can't seem to get back into the swing of things at all. I wanted to leap back into the Internet scene, blog everyday and start networking on top of drawing/writing in all my freetime, but I'm having a really hard time concentrating on anything productive. The weather is icky and warm, my cat is clingy, and I still feel tired from those days upon days of getting only five hours of sleep.
I don't know what it's going to take to get me back into the swing of things. School has beaten all the self-motivation out of me. When I'm forced to be creative for fifteen weeks in a row and make projects I don't care all that much about, it's hard to care about personal projects. It just feels like another chore and using up brain power I don't have.
I do want a productive summer though. Nothing's worse than getting back into writing three days before classes start up again. I just... need to find the energy for it, somehow.
I don't know what it's going to take to get me back into the swing of things. School has beaten all the self-motivation out of me. When I'm forced to be creative for fifteen weeks in a row and make projects I don't care all that much about, it's hard to care about personal projects. It just feels like another chore and using up brain power I don't have.
I do want a productive summer though. Nothing's worse than getting back into writing three days before classes start up again. I just... need to find the energy for it, somehow.