meh whine, bitch, complain
So stream of thought rants about what's bothering me right now. Sorry for the bitching.
I've mentioned I've been hit on since I became single. I though some light flirting in return might make me feel a little more desirable, now I just feel like a cheep whore.
Had a dream he had gotten engaged. Muddy day since I woke up.
I'm sure he's blocked me from seeing anything he does on facebook I noticed when I tried to tell him happy birthday last month but he still has me as a friend. I don't know what to do with stupid social media. I tried maintaining a friendship and he doesn't want it. Should I just unfriend him or would that be too hostile? I still want to be a decent person to him. He's meant way too much in my life to ever treat him rudely on purpose.
I love him and at the same time I'm so fucking pissed off at him I can hardly breath. What do you do when some one goes from claiming they want to spend the rest of their life with you to brushing you off like filth. Nine fucking years he's been by my side and now I stand alone, still afraid of hurting his feelings yet the last time I saw him I walked away pathetically crying.
I thought we could be one of those rare couples that breaks up and doesn't necessarily main friends but could treat each other decently in social situations. I've been kind to him and he's the one the broke off an engagement over a fucking text message.
I've mentioned I've been hit on since I became single. I though some light flirting in return might make me feel a little more desirable, now I just feel like a cheep whore.
Had a dream he had gotten engaged. Muddy day since I woke up.
I'm sure he's blocked me from seeing anything he does on facebook I noticed when I tried to tell him happy birthday last month but he still has me as a friend. I don't know what to do with stupid social media. I tried maintaining a friendship and he doesn't want it. Should I just unfriend him or would that be too hostile? I still want to be a decent person to him. He's meant way too much in my life to ever treat him rudely on purpose.
I love him and at the same time I'm so fucking pissed off at him I can hardly breath. What do you do when some one goes from claiming they want to spend the rest of their life with you to brushing you off like filth. Nine fucking years he's been by my side and now I stand alone, still afraid of hurting his feelings yet the last time I saw him I walked away pathetically crying.
I thought we could be one of those rare couples that breaks up and doesn't necessarily main friends but could treat each other decently in social situations. I've been kind to him and he's the one the broke off an engagement over a fucking text message.