Hi, again...
I'm updating my live journal again for two reasons (no, make that three)
1. To make it look like I write in it more often than I do (lol)
2. I'm depressed (more on that in a second)
3. I'm bored out of my f*cking mind!
*cough* Well, I was listening to Nirvana and I started listening (like really listening) to the lyrics and they got me depressed. Then I started thinking about Kurdt, which is just plain sad. THEN (yes, its gets worse)I started thinking about this guy that commited suicide just recently and how it affected my friend who was really close to him. Then I got this like flash thought. "What if my friend did it, too?" I dont know what I'd do...My friend is like almost always depressed and I get so scared when this person gets like that. you have no idea..Ive never lost someone so close to me, I wouldnt want to start now. My life revolved around my friends, I depend on them more than they know...
1. To make it look like I write in it more often than I do (lol)
2. I'm depressed (more on that in a second)
3. I'm bored out of my f*cking mind!
*cough* Well, I was listening to Nirvana and I started listening (like really listening) to the lyrics and they got me depressed. Then I started thinking about Kurdt, which is just plain sad. THEN (yes, its gets worse)I started thinking about this guy that commited suicide just recently and how it affected my friend who was really close to him. Then I got this like flash thought. "What if my friend did it, too?" I dont know what I'd do...My friend is like almost always depressed and I get so scared when this person gets like that. you have no idea..Ive never lost someone so close to me, I wouldnt want to start now. My life revolved around my friends, I depend on them more than they know...