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People piss me off when they break plans or break promises or there word. I hate it, with a passion. I asked my mom today if i could hang out with carl. she said sure! well that didn't happen so i come home and we make plans for later tonight and i asked my dad if he could drop me off at his house later tonight around 7:30 when he takes gramma home after supper. he said sure! we're eatnig at the dinner table and i remind dad that he taking me over at 7:30, well mom says " where are you going?! your not going anywhere its a sunday!" Excuse me! but dad said that i could go over. and it shouldn't matter because if i went over in the afternoon i would still be there now so whats the difference if i went eariler or now? But wait a minute if i were amber im sure it would be no fucking problem. She's the god damn princess in this messed up family. They always do this. Whenever people say they want to hang out and im invited i somehow get told that im not aloud to go because mom wants to keep me home. Im fucking cinderelle in this damn fucking house and im fucking sick of it. Im 16 and you would think that it would be ok to go out with my friends... but no, i have to stay home of course. The only time i can get out of this forsaken hellhole is when i get desparate and have to run for an hour around the cult, there is no escape and sometimes im tempted just to not come back. I cant stand it when people go back on there god damn word, or say something and then change there mind. I'll bust my ass off and then all i get is a fucking kick in the ass and yet i never seem to learn my lesson becuase it happens every fucking time. But you know whats REALLY sad?!! im getting used to it... when people say hey want to hang out? my imediate thought it no because i cant get away from this pisshole.This is bull shit, BULL SHIT! thats all i have to fucking say.
BULLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL SHIT!
BULLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL SHIT!