May 29, 2004 22:00
what a longgg two days i've had.
First was special olypics and i had to rake the stupid long jump sand all day, it was good for the stomach but bad for the back which is now so demented that all i need is a good back rub and some lovin. i get home and andrew and i are suppost to hang out well he calls and states that he is going to build a manual pad with people at the church becuase he doesn't have a car and cant pick me up. "Thats cool" i say, what im thinking here is "not suprised... people tend to like to ditch me for other things or people, or just tend to 'forget'." well andrew is a good guy and i shove those thoughts down to china town. He then phones back around 9:30 and says he is picking me up to go to alicias for a campfire. so i brought some hotdogs and we had a lovely fire outback. Carl made it smoke and he had a lovely time chopping the wood into bits. him and andrew would make awesome lumber jacks. Have you ever had the feeling that you just dont fit or your unwelcome? anyways... that has nothing to do with anything.
So brad came wistling his way into the backyard and i think im inlove with brad because he is soo freakishly nice and awesome. He makes me laugh and feel good, same with andrew! Andrew took me home and i went to bed only to dream about the on going nightmares that keep popping up and visiting me. maybe i should get a dream catcher because all these nightmares are really wearing me out.
Saturday morning i did a car wash at the school and that was sSOSososoooo much fun! even though not even half our team did not show up. Way to be lame. i was really disappointed with them and im not usually disappointed with anyone but with this i am. No excuse will change that. so i got super wet and cars honked at our washing skills. my job was to spray down the cars and be squeegy girl! In the afternoon i went shopping with chris dungo and that was awesome fun too. i bought 3 shirts from old navy and that was it. haha. we walked aorund the mall and dungo convicned me to get a free makeover at body shop so i did... he laughed and i felt stupid. we then saw sherk 2 which is totally awesome. Now its 10:12 and im sitting here wondering about stupid people and why they make me mad. What a lonng weekend. my back is burning and tomorrow i plan on stayiny home and doing work, and relaxing.
Thats it for me, byebye.