ughh
so yesterday my mom called me and she said she was coming to pick me up, i was like "uhh, i dont know"... but she was fucking hllbent on me coming over here to spartanburg... oh yay, on the very night someone calls me and wants to go do something im a half hour away, YAY. but apparently i should feel bad for all the things my mom has done for me in the past, like be a crazy alcaholic and shit... i dont know... people really piss me off and i really hate life right now. my stomach is killing me... ughh... why cant lightning strike me down or something.
apparently im still a fucking child or something, but only because my parents wont let me be anything different. i want to change so all of th esudden im ome fucking rebellious party boy taht goes out and does drugs and started smoking, none of which is true... maybe my family is just insane, thats the conclusion ive come to. your mother and step father dont even sleep in the same bed any more, your father mocks what you say like a god damn 6 year old would when you wake up in the morning and say "hey dad"... your sister brags about making a's in tech school and your dad says "that swhy your failing, because of your damn computer, always playing games on it"... yeah dad, im enjoying every fucking minute of my day... jackass.
its more a state of trapped, bored, lonely, and maybe taken for granted than it really is of anything else... im probably sounding all emo kid or whatever, i dont give a fuck. im sick and tired of being around these asswipes, i need to spend some time with somebody else or something, i think im going to go take a walk, maybe ill meet somebody interesting or become a victim of homicide, either way ill be happy.
all my friends, i love you so much, you just dont know.
apparently im still a fucking child or something, but only because my parents wont let me be anything different. i want to change so all of th esudden im ome fucking rebellious party boy taht goes out and does drugs and started smoking, none of which is true... maybe my family is just insane, thats the conclusion ive come to. your mother and step father dont even sleep in the same bed any more, your father mocks what you say like a god damn 6 year old would when you wake up in the morning and say "hey dad"... your sister brags about making a's in tech school and your dad says "that swhy your failing, because of your damn computer, always playing games on it"... yeah dad, im enjoying every fucking minute of my day... jackass.
its more a state of trapped, bored, lonely, and maybe taken for granted than it really is of anything else... im probably sounding all emo kid or whatever, i dont give a fuck. im sick and tired of being around these asswipes, i need to spend some time with somebody else or something, i think im going to go take a walk, maybe ill meet somebody interesting or become a victim of homicide, either way ill be happy.
all my friends, i love you so much, you just dont know.