coould i be any clearer? could i speak any plainer, i need you here. to lead my way...

May 10, 2005 17:38

yeah, i'm feelign qute depressed. very unlike me. i guess it's accumulation of:

a) english, maths, bio, physics cw, and the fact that the exams are actually in about 3 weeks and i no ABSOLUTELY nothing, and am not exactly excited at the prospect of revising...
b) i haven't seen my boyfriend properly for about 2 WEEKS (emphasis on properly, as i saw him last night, but he was IN the play, so couldn't exactly talk to him, and he had to rush off after...*sigh*...) and he's going to rome tomorow (which, btw, i am sooo jealous of as well! lol) for a week, so i won't see him, and then he gets back on the wed and on the sat & sun i have D of E again. so, that REALLY sucks. and he'll probably find a hot italian girl. *sigh* i'm just feeling kinda down about it, and it sounds REALLY lame, but i am, and if i can't write it here where can i? (apart from my ACTUAL diary, but that involves picking up a pen, something i realy don't want to have to do...)

so, that's only 2 reasons. but i am really tired, and was only ill last week, so reeealy don't want that to bloody come back. i feel like lying in bed curled up in ball for a while, but of course, to do that would mean i wouldn't get ANY work done, let alone a stab at revision. which i know already won't succeed. so yeah. that helped a little. xxx
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