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i cant believe it. i cant. i feel so terrible. everyone thinks of me as a loser. i cant believe im crying over something like this. im waiting for someone to IM me but they wont. i dont wanna show my face at school. everyone is gonna hate me. one of my good friends goes and tells a guy who everyone claimed to have thought liked my friend but didnt say they thought they did and instead put my name in instead of anyone else's that i thought he was flirting with her. and then another friend goes and says to the guy's best friend that they were flirting. so now everyone is gonna blame me for trying. im such a baby. i cry for something so stupid like this and then i never cry for big things, like when someone dies. i cant. i go home and then cry. i also feel so left out. like no one wants me because im so mean. i joined back and no one said hey. and they hit the subject i hate. i leave.