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4 day weekend! yay! i have/had such a bad headache... but i came home and slept for like 6 hours so i feel better... whole lot better. i have to be optimistic in this entry... o wait before i do, i told asked my mom if she would be mad at me if i were to get kicked out of asfa... she said no. surprise there! but i was crying so yeah... i hope i dont get kicked out... i cant believe i was such an idiot to want to get kicked out. i would miss my friends like hell and i know i wouldnt get to see them cept for like maybe once every 2-3 months. it just wouldnt be enough... it would be sooo hard to start over. 9th grade is hard... if i just make it w/o any probations... ill be aiight but i cant get more than one probation next year... only... if i can. i really do not wanna get kicked out. i would be depressed for an infinite amount of time. but what made today awful was that i know i screwed up every freakin question in physics... every question... wait i thought i was gonna be optimistic... im so pathetic... whoa deja vu. cool. lalala. well i shall be back from sleepin some more!