HELP!!!!!!!!!
I am currently facing the hardest obstacle yet to cross my path....and thats saying a lot.....
It's about music....
Music is my life...and until lately my life has included all kinds of music. But.....I have reached a milestone in my walk with Christ....and.....well, basically....he is screaming at me!!! to remove A LOT of this music from my life and my mind....I am so attached to this worldly thing that it is tearing me up! Why cant I let it go?....I mean....I sit here....ready to delete it all of my computer but I keep getting held back!!! I dont want to be ready fpr this kind of step!!! It kinda makes me wish that I lived in like..Amish land, where little or no secular forces can penetrate...or maybe, If i lived a long time ago when there wasnt this kind of problem.
i mean...were talking...MAJOR construction on my muci library...I'll be getting rid of AT LEAST 1000 songs, probably more....I have to get rid of preety much everything not classical, instrumental, or christian/gospel....thats a lot....
I need strenght that I just dont seem to have...i'm being defiant and I know im gunna pay for it...so why cant I do it?!?!?
But.....before band camp starts.....it will be off my computer....if I have to throw the lappy out of a window!
It's about music....
Music is my life...and until lately my life has included all kinds of music. But.....I have reached a milestone in my walk with Christ....and.....well, basically....he is screaming at me!!! to remove A LOT of this music from my life and my mind....I am so attached to this worldly thing that it is tearing me up! Why cant I let it go?....I mean....I sit here....ready to delete it all of my computer but I keep getting held back!!! I dont want to be ready fpr this kind of step!!! It kinda makes me wish that I lived in like..Amish land, where little or no secular forces can penetrate...or maybe, If i lived a long time ago when there wasnt this kind of problem.
i mean...were talking...MAJOR construction on my muci library...I'll be getting rid of AT LEAST 1000 songs, probably more....I have to get rid of preety much everything not classical, instrumental, or christian/gospel....thats a lot....
I need strenght that I just dont seem to have...i'm being defiant and I know im gunna pay for it...so why cant I do it?!?!?
But.....before band camp starts.....it will be off my computer....if I have to throw the lappy out of a window!