Thinking
Today i fought with the banks today for my loan for school. Its odd how hard we have to fight to go to school only to have to fight even harder to get a job after it. My father and i are trying to stay afloat while bills of every kind pour in. During the next three weeks i might not have a job because we were bought out and i've been looking for a new one. Although there are jobs out there no one is hiring. During all of this i just keep thinking of how much easier it would be with my mother around to help us threw all of this. I can't talk to my father about because he just becomes quiet about it and i just sit and think about it. The pain is still like the day that i watched them bury her. I try to keep myself busy, not thinking about it. Sometimes its just so hard. To everyone that has and is still helping me threw this i would like to thank you.
