Haunting Dreams/Nightmares
I tried to get sleep last night because i have a long day ahead of me and now i'm up at seven in the morning. Now i don't mind getting up earlier but this isn't on my own but is from Nightmares. *sigh* I really thought I would be over these but that isn't the case because i'm awake now. I think that it is so funny how our mind works, we go to sleep and the unconscious mind unleashes things that we have been keeping inside and hiding from ourself. Some of these things we don't wanna talk about because we just don't think that anyone can understand them or we just don't want anyone to see us as weak. But the mind has a funny way of making us confront our problems whether we want to or not. We always look at life as hard and we understand that but when we sleep thats our escape. We can leave that stress for six to eight hours a night in sleep. We get that escape sometimes and others the mind says, "You must confront your problems and your sleep is going to be hell till you do." So in turn our mind digs into our memories that we hold close to our heart and takes them to hell for one night, trying to spark some type of action of us. Sometimes we wake up scared out of our minds and we get help, sometimes we wake up crying trying to understand what is going on and others we just walk around clearing our head of the cobwebs and go back to sleep. To anyone that reads this i would like to apologize for my analyzation, its tuff sometimes.