*sigh*
So to night i had a talk with A.J. about pledging Sigma Rho we got on the subject of my mother and everything started to go down hill with me. I just held it in and told him it was ok. But it isn't. I'm twenty-two and i miss her a lot and the pain is still fresh. I feel bad because i have so much going for me right now with friends, college, a job, and sigma rho. I just can't make the pain go away. I am weak.