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it's interesting how satan works. these past couple days it's seemed like he's tried one thing after another to get to me. i've held fast, by the grace of God. but today i was effected most out of the days, just feeling kinda down. not much, but still down. i've made a descision, but that descision is being thrown back in my face like i'm just doing because i'm scared....so i've wondered, "what is my real reason?" and last night i thought one thing, but man. by ryan's deffinition, in my eyes, there's a lot of women, a handfull of girls, and no ladies.