WHATEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok.. well its been awhile.. So Luke never showed this weekend.. I was very bummed.. I called him on Saturday and he was in Flag.. I have no right to be mad.. But if he comes back talking bout some girl im going to punch him... Saturday was quite busy.. Ambers baby shower.. Then off to the mall.. And then we went out for Lynn's Birthday.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY little sis.. Yea she only one year younger then I.. I love The Sky Box.. I always have a good time.. I was drunk and happy.. A little obsessive about Lucas though.. Sunday was spent by the toilet.. Surprise surprise.. I just can' handle my liquor anymore... Nando and Errol came over to harass me.. I so didn't mind.. Nando and i watched a movie.. And then he dropped me at my dads for fathers day.. Fought with my Step monster.. She always trying to start shit.. Does it ever stop.. WHATEVER... Came home and hung with the roomies.. Off to bed.. Well work sux ass.. I fought with my boss yesterday.. I don't think I'm getting hired.. WHATEVER... I told him off.. But I cried.. Yea like a fucken girl.. bad too.. I figured out why though.. I started my monthly thingy.. WHATEVER... Billy called.. He asked me to come over.. I told him NO.. he got all mad and told me he loved me.. Then texted and said he missed me.. I felt bad.. but I love Lucas.. Be right back
Ok its the next day.. lol.. Anyway back to what I was saying.. I love Lucas.. I can't be with Billy anymore.. I mentally can't.. I'm a One man women.. Its complicated... WHATEVER.. Well i just got back from another meeting with both my supervisors.. That one was way better.. Sam the other sup is great and so supportive... So I'm hoping Luke comes by this weekend.. I'm not holding my breath though... It is Lucas.. He hasn't done anything wrong.. BUT.. and that's a big BUT... He did tell Nicole that he loves me.. and he may run like a bitch.. WHATEVER.. I'm too flustered.. I'm outty...
Ok its the next day.. lol.. Anyway back to what I was saying.. I love Lucas.. I can't be with Billy anymore.. I mentally can't.. I'm a One man women.. Its complicated... WHATEVER.. Well i just got back from another meeting with both my supervisors.. That one was way better.. Sam the other sup is great and so supportive... So I'm hoping Luke comes by this weekend.. I'm not holding my breath though... It is Lucas.. He hasn't done anything wrong.. BUT.. and that's a big BUT... He did tell Nicole that he loves me.. and he may run like a bitch.. WHATEVER.. I'm too flustered.. I'm outty...