Weird days gone, now, and ahead
I look in the distant horizon, and see stress, followed by the spectre of confusion, followed by the goal of happiness. By that, i mean i have broken. down. and have decided to write in here as a token to continue the thought later on. To those final thoughts, i'm thinking about getting a laptop for college. Not much else on the home front. People are busy. That's a holiday weekend for you. I seem to be the only one stuck here though. Kinda just sitting. I have fought hard to escape responsibility in certain aspects of my life. This is because i wanted to seize the last bit of freedom i can take. The freedom of youth. *sigh* although this is so, i feel that has amounted to little, since i find myself lost, bearing a headache, and waiting. For what? I don't know. The end, school, tomorrow where i play at my church, the confusion to be forgotten. To learn what's going on. Not in a broad philosophical sense, but in a local sense. Just to learn what's gonna happen. How it'll work. You know, typical thing i'd think about. Hmm, yeah, that's about it. It'll be quieter after i leave home in august or so. A new car i'll be driving, to look for that new thing to work on. That new part of my life, the new chapter. Because the past is forever cemented in people's memories, like it or not, even if people forget. I won't forget everyone on this live journal. I wonder if some of the others will ever come back to using this again. Many have just left it in the wind. Who's to say, really? I must find something to do. Maybe i'll read a book.