Dec 24, 2005 22:09
Merry Christmas...
Life's pretty shitty... but then again when isn't it for me??
I act like everythings all right... but it's not... it's not at all... I'm broken up inside and I can't help but want to scream and cry but I don't... I hide it and put on a smile and act happy but I haven't been happy for a long time...
God... I wish guys just disappeared off this planet... I fuckin hate them...
I think I'm about ready to give up on guys... they suck!
Sorry I haven't wrote in a long time... but I've tried to stay away from the internet just because I am just reminded of things I really don't wanna face.... it's not a good thing but, I don't think about it and it doesn't bother me that way!