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So I'm a little late on the update but here goes...
I had finally accepted the fact that my non-boyfriend was gone. I was even happy about it. I was soo ready to move on with my life, and eager to tell him that. He had left it that he wanted to figure things out and I wasn't waiting anymore for him to do that. I knew he was just too weak to tell me he had really made his mind up. But then I get a phone call from him. He wanted to get together and against my better judgement I said ok. I figured I would hear him out. Maybe he realized the error of his ways and discovered he couldn't live without me... I hope none of you reading this are holding your breath... So he comes over Tuesday night, not to tell me that he loves me madly truly deeply, but to break up with me again!! Now we hadn't seen each other or even really spoken in 2 weeks. Was that really necessary? And not only did he break up with me, but he basically told me that he thought he could find better. That he watned to meet someone that gave him that love-sick feeling all the time. Hello are we still in high school? And the whole time he is telling me how great I am and how I'll meet some fantastic person and I'm like...if you think I'm so great why are you ditching me? I told him to shut up that I was really sick of hearing it. So then he's like, I have to go. And I'm like no you're not. YOu can't come in here, break up with me again when I was the one that had moved on..and then leave. I was supposed to be the one throwing him out. I couldn't believe him. Of course he still wants to be friends... I was like you know what...if you call, fine. And if you don't I really don't care. I don't care if I never see you or talk to you again. What a jerk. Hey how funny would it be if he read this :) So anyhow, that's the update. If anyone knows any cute, straight , single boys, I'm available!!
I had finally accepted the fact that my non-boyfriend was gone. I was even happy about it. I was soo ready to move on with my life, and eager to tell him that. He had left it that he wanted to figure things out and I wasn't waiting anymore for him to do that. I knew he was just too weak to tell me he had really made his mind up. But then I get a phone call from him. He wanted to get together and against my better judgement I said ok. I figured I would hear him out. Maybe he realized the error of his ways and discovered he couldn't live without me... I hope none of you reading this are holding your breath... So he comes over Tuesday night, not to tell me that he loves me madly truly deeply, but to break up with me again!! Now we hadn't seen each other or even really spoken in 2 weeks. Was that really necessary? And not only did he break up with me, but he basically told me that he thought he could find better. That he watned to meet someone that gave him that love-sick feeling all the time. Hello are we still in high school? And the whole time he is telling me how great I am and how I'll meet some fantastic person and I'm like...if you think I'm so great why are you ditching me? I told him to shut up that I was really sick of hearing it. So then he's like, I have to go. And I'm like no you're not. YOu can't come in here, break up with me again when I was the one that had moved on..and then leave. I was supposed to be the one throwing him out. I couldn't believe him. Of course he still wants to be friends... I was like you know what...if you call, fine. And if you don't I really don't care. I don't care if I never see you or talk to you again. What a jerk. Hey how funny would it be if he read this :) So anyhow, that's the update. If anyone knows any cute, straight , single boys, I'm available!!