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Jan 26, 2011 01:46

So I haven't been updating lately which isn't good cuz I've been drowning myself in Supernatural, I'm almost done season 4. Although I did stop watching it for a couple weeks just cuz I was watching a Korean drama, Mary stayed out all night (SUCH a good drama by the way) XP

All I've been doing is drowning myself behind this stupid laptop and I'm sick of it. Not only that but when you're a couch potato (in this case rocking chair potato) you tend to eat a TON of junk food. I've gained a few pounds and I hate it. This is not what I wanted at all. I'm around 5 foot 1-ish and I'm about 120 pounds. It's not a weight that a person my height should be.. I wanna go back to my 100 pounds T__T I just keep on adding weight rather than losing weight. GAH! I'm sick of this. I have no energy anymore, I don't have that fun bouncy personality that I had before. I feel utterly drained both phisycally and mentally even though I do close to nothing daily.

I need to do something to get to my ideal weight rather than just saying it. I need to eat healthier, I haven't had a single fruit in a good 3 or 4ish months. I guess you can count V8 as veggies but nothing can count as the real fruit or veggies themselves.

Now I love food and I'm not gunna starve myself but I'm not gunna pig out 24/7 like I've been doing lately.

I'm gunna start off with a cleanse, I read about the master cleanse and I've also read about the stuff that I should be careful of. I'm gunna do the master cleanse for a bit, and ease my way out of it and continue with a healthy diet and exercise . I'm not gunna let myself gain back my weight times two.

I think this will be a good and a much needed step to a better and healthier body, and hopefully get my energy back and to be able to be smile from within...

Sometimes we need to take a big leap to get off our lazy ways. I feel so optimistic about this. I'm sick of being lazy and hiding in my room behind my laptop all the time. I need to get out and live my life rather than regretting the things I didn't get a chance to do. Basically I need to kick my fat ass out of this lazy and melancholy life that I've been living for the past few months.

YOSHHH!!! LET'S DO THIS!... tomorrow cuz I'm dead tired right now. Haha.

caio! xoxo

junk food, health

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