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Well, I bit the bullet and went to WINZ to get assistance in paying for bond and advance rent. It sucks though, I had to ask for help from then not even two months ago to pay off some flat expenses and such things.
I wish I could work...
The last week or so has shown me again why I cant however, as much as it sucks. A grown man shouldnt sit clenching his hands and mildly scratching himself for an hour after a single negative comment... A grown man shouldnt cry uncontrolably two hours after an having an argument with a rude person... A grown man shouldnt consider suicide as an alternative to sleeping in a hostel...
Oh well, its all sorted now. I need to find myself a councillor soon and maybe even consider medication again. I have discovered that several of the negative side effects I thought I was getting I am getting WITHOUT the meds, so I have no good excuse. I do hate having to take meds though, even though I have heard all the good reasons to do so.
The Hostel I am moving into for the next couple of weeks is expensive as hell, 170$ for a very small single bedroom with old furnature on the second floor of a wooden building on a hill. Oh well, at least its a room, and its only till I find somewhere more affordable and hopefully a bit closer to town. I have a couple of places in mind already, all sitting at around the 100-120$ a week mark.
Oh well, I better be off. I left my satchel at a diner this morning and I have to pick it up before signing my lease at 12.
I wish I could work...
The last week or so has shown me again why I cant however, as much as it sucks. A grown man shouldnt sit clenching his hands and mildly scratching himself for an hour after a single negative comment... A grown man shouldnt cry uncontrolably two hours after an having an argument with a rude person... A grown man shouldnt consider suicide as an alternative to sleeping in a hostel...
Oh well, its all sorted now. I need to find myself a councillor soon and maybe even consider medication again. I have discovered that several of the negative side effects I thought I was getting I am getting WITHOUT the meds, so I have no good excuse. I do hate having to take meds though, even though I have heard all the good reasons to do so.
The Hostel I am moving into for the next couple of weeks is expensive as hell, 170$ for a very small single bedroom with old furnature on the second floor of a wooden building on a hill. Oh well, at least its a room, and its only till I find somewhere more affordable and hopefully a bit closer to town. I have a couple of places in mind already, all sitting at around the 100-120$ a week mark.
Oh well, I better be off. I left my satchel at a diner this morning and I have to pick it up before signing my lease at 12.