Having a bad depression week. No good reason why, as far as I know. I was really looking forward to going to a LARP that was being run on Wednesday, but no... I had to go and get depressed. I know from past experiances that when I am depressed I tend to bring other people down, so I decided not to go. I wouldnt enjoy it in this state anyway. Oh well, theres always next session, hopefully I will be feeling better by then.
Procrastinating about organising for my trip up north. Theres no need to pack yet (still almost 2 months till I leave) but I still havent booked my flight or my ticket for the Nightrider yet. I havent told WINZ i'm moving, or my bank (I dread how winz will respond to be honest).
I have already told my mother that I am definatly going north, she seems supportive of the move. A little too supportive... Considering we see each other maybe once every month or two these days I guess its not fair of me to expect her to argue that I should stay near her. still...
I have been keeping up with my walking, usually. Its hard, I get severe pains in my back and upper legs when I walk too far, and I'm not talking stretching muscles I am talking PAIN. I stop when it gets more than I can handle and it seems to pass with time. Managed to walk as far as the videostore and back today. Its not much, but its more than I could do last week; thats all I can ask of myself no?
-White water rafting
-Camping at Algonquin
-Running a LARP (Live Action Role Playing Game)
-Playing in a LARP
-Playing in a table top role playing game
-Surfing
-Attending a play party (a party with open sexual behaviors of some variety)
-Gothing up and going clubbing
-Having children
-Reading your writing in public
-Visiting Jamestown/Colonial Williamsburg in Virginia
-Having a threesome
-Having a foursome
-Riding a horse at a gallop
-Reading the bible
-Attending worship services for a variety of faiths
-Giving blood
-Snorkeling in the Gulf of Mexico
-Getting a one hour professional massage
-Eating lobster on the East Coast
-Attending a They Might Be Giants concert
-Attending an Arrogant Worms concert
-Going Trick-or-Treating as an adult, with no kids for an excuse
-Taken a road trip
-Going to Ireland
-Going to an U2 Concert
-Watching the Moon Rise in the middle of the ocean
-Touring a German Concentration Camp
-Taking a very long drive down a back country road at night
-DMing
-Wilderness backpacking
-Going to Disney with loved ones
-Climb a mountain
-Fought in plate armour against a steel sword
-Lived in more than 2 different parts of the country
-Seen the Grand Canyon
-Tour the country of your ancestors
-fall madly in love
-Move to a new state, for no other reason than because you've always wanted to live there
-Drink a bottle of extremely good wine.
-skinny dipping in the ocean
-find something that fascinates you and learn about it/do it
-read a classic novel (and not for school)
-grow/raise something then eat it
-practice at and compete at a high level in a sport
-Make a full 3 course meal from scratch
-Camping on the East Coast
-Swim with dolphins
-Pet a penguin
-Receive an award in the SCA
-Get up close to a killer whale
-Go on a cruise
-Sleep outside under the stars (not in a tent) and wake up at sunrise with the loons
-feed wild birds out of your hand
-compliment a total stranger
-adopt several animals from a shelter
-take a hot air balloon ride
-visit another country
-take a road trip with two or more friends
-add money to an expired (or nearly so) parking meter for a stranger's car
-watch a sunrise or sunset into/out of the ocean with someone you care about
-visit a site that's sacred to a religion other than your own
-hold a wombat
-spend the night in a cave
-Perform on stage before strangers
-Ski in the alps
-Have something you've written published
-Heard Tori Amos perform live.
-Fired a gun
-Live for a week in the woods with no supplies
-sing while working
-spent a day in bed reading a book
-loved so hard it hurt
-laughed until you cried
-cried until you laughed
-See Niagara Falls from both sides
-Eat a vegamite sandwich.
-Eat dinner in a five star restaurant.
-Marry for love.
-Kiss someone hello or good-bye...not family and not someone you're dating/with
-Hold a pet in your arms as they are put to sleep
-Go to a fast-food joint in your five-star, wedding/prom clothes
-Read poetry out loud with your friend in a paddleboat in the middle of a lake
-Eaten Indian Food
-Fly a glider
-Volunteer for a Youth Group
-Travel to a developing country
-Work in the service industry
-splash through puddles in your barefeet
-dance yer ass off
-make a corset
-Fall asleep in the shade of a tree in a public garden while reading a good book
-Stand on a ledge 10 inches wide at the top of a mountain while being blown by a heavy wind