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Week-long depression has faded slightly. Not entirely, but it is down to manageable levels. Hopefully it stays that was for a few more days so that i can actually get some stuff done. Got my laundry done today, and tomorrow will be my room and some WINZ stuff.
Hopefully it lasts until Wednesday at least, that way i can get a couple of things off the social worker before i no longer want help (an annoying side effect of my depression is that i stop WANTING to get better, and start avoiding things that may help me do so). From conversations with people over the last week the best options seem to be going back on Medication (my entire being screams out at rage and frustration over this) and going back under the care of the North Dunedin Mental Health team. That way even if I'm feeling crap paperwork still gets done, bills still get paid and i have someone to tell if I'm feeling really unsafe -evil glare at EPS-
Anyway, bed wards i go.
Hopefully it lasts until Wednesday at least, that way i can get a couple of things off the social worker before i no longer want help (an annoying side effect of my depression is that i stop WANTING to get better, and start avoiding things that may help me do so). From conversations with people over the last week the best options seem to be going back on Medication (my entire being screams out at rage and frustration over this) and going back under the care of the North Dunedin Mental Health team. That way even if I'm feeling crap paperwork still gets done, bills still get paid and i have someone to tell if I'm feeling really unsafe -evil glare at EPS-
Anyway, bed wards i go.