New App Post
So I'm trying the new version of this app.
I did like the old one until it went on strike & did not work any longer to the point where I had to delete it.
So with others talking about LJ on some secret fb group where I happened to be invited I decided to give it another shot.
Currently I'm in FL wrapping up a week + vacation. I really haven't done as much as I would like to have but the 8-10 hrs of sleep have been wonderful. Right now I'm hanging out at a happy hour at the local tourist trap Tiki bar. I normally can't stand it but it's the thing to do when you're down here.
The biggest mental struggle has been the struggle to appreciate when I have & not focus on the negatives. The obvious being how I'm forever alone, an under achiever in life & getting both slapped at my face with all of these happy families & retirees. The thing is that all they I have "going for me" isn't really mine & can be taken away instantly. The struggle of what & who I am is getting harder as I get older.!
Anyways here I am
