go monddayss
I'm actually starting to really like mondays and wensdays bc im done with classes at 12:15.
Anndd they're my easy classes. Career planning and math.
Career planning is so easy, but i like finding stuff out about majors n such. We did this personality type test by holland and they had a hollands book of majors. Every major that matched up with mine was a type of doctor or medicine. or needed a PH.D to actually get in the door. Ugh, Im sorry but i don't feel like getting a ph.d so much time and money when more of my priorites are family n such. I know you can do anything you put your mind to, but i don't see myself getting a ph.d and i don't thikn im smart enough to either. I dunno, i just don't see it happening. I'd rather and have a job and be a mom. My family comes first and it always will... In a way, im a feminists worst nightmare? but only on certain levels.
Oh and another thing, im under the personaility type "S" which is social..and history and nursing are under there. just what i didn't want. That makes my decision harder in some extent. BUt, I think I'm coming to realize learning about history for me is hobby.But helping people is what i want to do. I always take on the nurturing role when someone is sick.even when russ had a high temp and was sick i took care of him and checked up on him, even when i watned to punch him in the face.
Also, the second personality type i am is "I" which deals with like science n such. Which somewhat came to a surprise to me...but science and social...somewhat a combo of nursing. but so is respitory therapy...but i looked into that and you need a masters or PH.D too. crazy stuff..theres more majors buti don't feel like tlaking about it bc i doubt anyone really cares.
so im a lil stuck.but i gusss this class is somewhat giving me options and reasurance about charateristics i know about myself. bc i still tend to put myself down. It's second nature...most of the time.
After class, I ate lunch with katy. that was pretty fun. her tummy is getting bigger, i bet if i don't see her for a month she'll be huge! It stills is so crazy that shes preggo. It is still so hard to believe. I also told her about dad's drunken antics last night. YEAh, my dad was more than tipsy last night. I came in the door and he put out his arms and wanted to give me a big hug. then mom told me why. i just played along. lol then he kept going on about who won the football game...he mentioned it about five times in one minute. then he abruptly got up from the dinner table and went upstairs. my mom and i just looked at eachother. My mom asked him if he was done and he said yes while walking towards the stairs lol...this is quite strange...bc we were having STEAK and POTATOES.
I told katy the whole silly story and how he said he was proud of me when i went to do sum school work when i braught him water.
Her reaction was surprise and said, "dad was an emoutional drunk?! he saud was proud of you? you better take it for all it's worth kel, bc he never tells us he's proud of us sober".
I guess it's pretty funny if you know my dad. he's hilarioriuos and i love him to death.
soo today has been pretty decent.
5yrs 9/11...i can't believe it. mixed emoutions about that.funny how you can remember exactly what you were doing at that momemt you found out.And that it's already in history books. crazy stuff.
alrighty im done rambling
Anndd they're my easy classes. Career planning and math.
Career planning is so easy, but i like finding stuff out about majors n such. We did this personality type test by holland and they had a hollands book of majors. Every major that matched up with mine was a type of doctor or medicine. or needed a PH.D to actually get in the door. Ugh, Im sorry but i don't feel like getting a ph.d so much time and money when more of my priorites are family n such. I know you can do anything you put your mind to, but i don't see myself getting a ph.d and i don't thikn im smart enough to either. I dunno, i just don't see it happening. I'd rather and have a job and be a mom. My family comes first and it always will... In a way, im a feminists worst nightmare? but only on certain levels.
Oh and another thing, im under the personaility type "S" which is social..and history and nursing are under there. just what i didn't want. That makes my decision harder in some extent. BUt, I think I'm coming to realize learning about history for me is hobby.But helping people is what i want to do. I always take on the nurturing role when someone is sick.even when russ had a high temp and was sick i took care of him and checked up on him, even when i watned to punch him in the face.
Also, the second personality type i am is "I" which deals with like science n such. Which somewhat came to a surprise to me...but science and social...somewhat a combo of nursing. but so is respitory therapy...but i looked into that and you need a masters or PH.D too. crazy stuff..theres more majors buti don't feel like tlaking about it bc i doubt anyone really cares.
so im a lil stuck.but i gusss this class is somewhat giving me options and reasurance about charateristics i know about myself. bc i still tend to put myself down. It's second nature...most of the time.
After class, I ate lunch with katy. that was pretty fun. her tummy is getting bigger, i bet if i don't see her for a month she'll be huge! It stills is so crazy that shes preggo. It is still so hard to believe. I also told her about dad's drunken antics last night. YEAh, my dad was more than tipsy last night. I came in the door and he put out his arms and wanted to give me a big hug. then mom told me why. i just played along. lol then he kept going on about who won the football game...he mentioned it about five times in one minute. then he abruptly got up from the dinner table and went upstairs. my mom and i just looked at eachother. My mom asked him if he was done and he said yes while walking towards the stairs lol...this is quite strange...bc we were having STEAK and POTATOES.
I told katy the whole silly story and how he said he was proud of me when i went to do sum school work when i braught him water.
Her reaction was surprise and said, "dad was an emoutional drunk?! he saud was proud of you? you better take it for all it's worth kel, bc he never tells us he's proud of us sober".
I guess it's pretty funny if you know my dad. he's hilarioriuos and i love him to death.
soo today has been pretty decent.
5yrs 9/11...i can't believe it. mixed emoutions about that.funny how you can remember exactly what you were doing at that momemt you found out.And that it's already in history books. crazy stuff.
alrighty im done rambling