i'll go where secrets are sold where roses unfold and i'll sleep as time goes by.....
the flowers in my graveyard are gone,anything and every friend i have had or ever loved has become a dim notion from the past. a memory of what i loved so fiercely but that didnt really love back. do i need all this help that people say i do..am i really so far lost.is everything i believe so wrong? i know i hate how things have become for me..ive lost everything that everyone said i would....damn i feel like such a failure at times one big fucking failure,i dont know i dont know.....i dont want to close my eyes anymore. i dont want to dream anymore just so i can watch every dream become just that ....nothing but a dream.i am nothing but a dream,a mist unseen
reveal to me if i can be clean
standing here wondering
while you sit there pondering
why did you birth such a girl
why do u control my world?
why am i here so far from home
and why do i feel so alone
i know brandons watching from the sky
he died waving his freak flag high
flashing his knowledge
to white collar conservative
living for music and nothing more
saving alot from a life thats abhorred
but now hes gone and we're alone
there is no love in your rotted bones
no love in the eyes that killed your smile
no love in the hands that helped you die
and i sit here wondering where you are
are you that star,or that star?
do you love me still despite what ive done?
or am i nothing to you like ive become
to my family and everyone i know
a free spirit with no place to go
where are you my fierce compadre
im so alone and now your gone
forever sailing in the midst of the heavens
im stuck here begging
take me with you please
i feel so diseased
such pain and hurt is all around
im breaking down
so i can fly,fly,fly
spreading wings and song
i was here all along
but no one cared to see
the little light that shined in me
now i say so long
i was strong,you were to young
now i fell so alone
goodbye adieu adios
as far as im concerened i no longer have a voice
peace *makita*
reveal to me if i can be clean
standing here wondering
while you sit there pondering
why did you birth such a girl
why do u control my world?
why am i here so far from home
and why do i feel so alone
i know brandons watching from the sky
he died waving his freak flag high
flashing his knowledge
to white collar conservative
living for music and nothing more
saving alot from a life thats abhorred
but now hes gone and we're alone
there is no love in your rotted bones
no love in the eyes that killed your smile
no love in the hands that helped you die
and i sit here wondering where you are
are you that star,or that star?
do you love me still despite what ive done?
or am i nothing to you like ive become
to my family and everyone i know
a free spirit with no place to go
where are you my fierce compadre
im so alone and now your gone
forever sailing in the midst of the heavens
im stuck here begging
take me with you please
i feel so diseased
such pain and hurt is all around
im breaking down
so i can fly,fly,fly
spreading wings and song
i was here all along
but no one cared to see
the little light that shined in me
now i say so long
i was strong,you were to young
now i fell so alone
goodbye adieu adios
as far as im concerened i no longer have a voice
peace *makita*