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recently I was made to realise that people are actually selfish in this world. they care about their own safety and security more than their friends. This thought was foreign to me. How can someone care more about themselves? I don't understand, my worst moments is seeing someone in pain that I can't help. I would do anything to take that pain from them. I'm so confused now. I believe that man inherently cares about their fellow man more than themselves. I don't know if its true anymore. I've lived in an idealistic world, no matter how much bad shit was happening in my life. why do I do these things. If someone doesn't care about me, and their life would be no different without me, why do I care about them. Even after all that happened, I still care. I'm retarded, I have to be. so confused now. I guess the only way to put it is, I guess most people see life as it is.
where as I like to see life as it should be.
where as I like to see life as it should be.