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I just had a strange sensation. I was depressedly lying around as I tend to do, my body drifting off lethargically, when suddenly i was awake and aware of things and I thought spoke to myself, why am I lying here. My body was still drifting off lethargically, but for a brief moment my mind was able to be awake of the world, and at a dissconnect from my body, allowing it to take note of my lethargy without shutting down. How odd.
Of course it didn't last long. I'm back to previously whatever-you-call-it. I wish it was head in the clouds syndrom, at least the clouds are nice and cool. This is warm, like I am trapped in my body.
It comes from staring at the computer and paper and sitting to much, and feeling cynical about how much The history that has shaped the insecurities and mind traps of people today really matter.
Of course it didn't last long. I'm back to previously whatever-you-call-it. I wish it was head in the clouds syndrom, at least the clouds are nice and cool. This is warm, like I am trapped in my body.
It comes from staring at the computer and paper and sitting to much, and feeling cynical about how much The history that has shaped the insecurities and mind traps of people today really matter.