What is flowing through my mind right now.......
Well. The SW show was good today. I am so proud of the new people, from what I see they are catching on and doing well. I really want to sit out and watch a show or maybe someone's mom can record a show for us so I can watch everybody. This year SW is definitely not the think I look forward to, but I will miss it alot. It is SO weird to be a senior. All my life I have looked forward to this. I remeber when my sister was a senior and I thought it was the biggest deal ever, but to me it really isn't. One more stepping stone in life and one more thing we have to do. I mean I like school, but being a senior isn't as fantastic as I hoped it would be. Its funny, you get so excited about stuff and then when it actually happens it isn't what you expected. I like having a convinent parking spot, TOK, our sweet hoodies, being able to sneak off campus if you want, and being able to negotiate with teachers. It has its perks.
I am counting down the days until I find out about UF. If I don't get in I will be so bummed. so bummed. I was thinking about it yesterday as I made the long drive to matlacha: I totally could of lied on my entire UF application. I could of said I was the SGA president, on Varsity soccer, and tons of stuff. Why didn't I lie? They are not going to check. I guess lying isn't my thing, I always feel way to guilty, but most people lie and get away with it and then are better off, like they get into UF or whatever the situation is. That brings me to another topic, I hate liars!!! Because I don't lie, I mean I have lied before in my life, but at this point I have NO reason to. I hate that people can lie and get away with it. Why can't everyone play by the rules. I guess life really isn't fair. It should be though, I wish it was. It sucks when you are a "good girl", but in the end it gets u no where. I try so hard to be good, but I get no credit for it. And then if I play someone else's game I get called out for it and called a bitch, which I resent. blah, blah, blah....
I want to move to the bahamas, like in "Into the Blue". I want to live there and be a treasure hunter, lol. I love the water. I hope I go there again some point in my life.
There are so many things people want to do in their lives and its like they never get around to it or they forget about it. There are so many places I want to go and things I want to see and do, but 1. I am only 17. 2. I don't have oodles of money...yet 3. I have so many other things I have to get through before I go on adventures. Hopefully I won't forget my dreams and that I will always be having more dreams and I will live them. I want to go to Madagascar, Greece, Mexico, Brazil, Costa Rica, the Iberian Penisula, Norway, Alaska, Bali, Bora Bora, Australia, and so many more places. They all seem to be on the water. I think I will always have to live on the water otherwise I feel kind of trapped and the world seems over-developed. I could never live in a city, it is too overwhelming. I always feel depressed, like in Florence. I can go to cities, but only for a little while.
I rented Naco Libre!!! I am soo excited to watch it. It is so funny.
Big game on Friday and big party in Saturday. I hope both are fun.
World Lit. paper due next Thursday!
I am so happy, I decided which question to write on for TOK, #5, the one about Literature. It seems easy, but I think it is a good one to investigate too.
I have really not had any homework this week. I know I could be working on stuff, but nothing is due, like tomorrow.
Time to go for the daily walk...
I am counting down the days until I find out about UF. If I don't get in I will be so bummed. so bummed. I was thinking about it yesterday as I made the long drive to matlacha: I totally could of lied on my entire UF application. I could of said I was the SGA president, on Varsity soccer, and tons of stuff. Why didn't I lie? They are not going to check. I guess lying isn't my thing, I always feel way to guilty, but most people lie and get away with it and then are better off, like they get into UF or whatever the situation is. That brings me to another topic, I hate liars!!! Because I don't lie, I mean I have lied before in my life, but at this point I have NO reason to. I hate that people can lie and get away with it. Why can't everyone play by the rules. I guess life really isn't fair. It should be though, I wish it was. It sucks when you are a "good girl", but in the end it gets u no where. I try so hard to be good, but I get no credit for it. And then if I play someone else's game I get called out for it and called a bitch, which I resent. blah, blah, blah....
I want to move to the bahamas, like in "Into the Blue". I want to live there and be a treasure hunter, lol. I love the water. I hope I go there again some point in my life.
There are so many things people want to do in their lives and its like they never get around to it or they forget about it. There are so many places I want to go and things I want to see and do, but 1. I am only 17. 2. I don't have oodles of money...yet 3. I have so many other things I have to get through before I go on adventures. Hopefully I won't forget my dreams and that I will always be having more dreams and I will live them. I want to go to Madagascar, Greece, Mexico, Brazil, Costa Rica, the Iberian Penisula, Norway, Alaska, Bali, Bora Bora, Australia, and so many more places. They all seem to be on the water. I think I will always have to live on the water otherwise I feel kind of trapped and the world seems over-developed. I could never live in a city, it is too overwhelming. I always feel depressed, like in Florence. I can go to cities, but only for a little while.
I rented Naco Libre!!! I am soo excited to watch it. It is so funny.
Big game on Friday and big party in Saturday. I hope both are fun.
World Lit. paper due next Thursday!
I am so happy, I decided which question to write on for TOK, #5, the one about Literature. It seems easy, but I think it is a good one to investigate too.
I have really not had any homework this week. I know I could be working on stuff, but nothing is due, like tomorrow.
Time to go for the daily walk...