...And everything's gonna be...

Apr 13, 2005 21:59

"Nothing Better"

Will someone please call a surgeon
Who can crack my ribs and repair this broken heart
That your're deserting for better company?
I can't accept that it's over...
I will block the door like a goalie tending the net
In the third quarter of a tied-game rivalry

So just say how to make it right
And i swear i'll do my best to comply

Tell me am i right to think that there could be nothing better
Than making you my bride and slowly growing old together

I feel must interject here you're getting carried away feeling sorry for yourself
With these revisions and gaps in history
So let me help you remember.
I've made charts and graphs that should finally make it clear.
I've prepared a lecture on why i have to leave

So please back away and let me go
I can't my darling i love you so...

Tell me am i right to think that there could be nothing better
Than making you my bride and slowly growing old together
Don't you feed me lines about some idealistic future
Your heart won't heal right if you keep tearing out the sutures

I admit that i have made mistakes and i swear
I'll never wrong you again
You've got a lure i can't deny,
But you've had your chance so say goodbye
Say goodbye

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Well, I'm supposed to be working on homework in Carroll Hall but lately that hasn't been working out so well for me. I think I am just gonna go back to my room and do it. I have a lot on my mind and I wish it would just go away. Why can't people just leave me alone? I think I need to learn to say "no" more and just stick to what I want. But how do I do that when I don't know what I want? I've never been this confused before. I just wish I knew what to do with my life and how to make my own decisions. It's not my job to be other people's mommy or babysitter or whatever and figure everything out for them. I can't even figure my own shit out.

Life really is annoying sometimes.

I should get to my homework so I don't have to be up all night. Because I am not pulling the same shit I did last week. That was not fun. I mean, yeah it was for a little while cuz I felt like I was on crack or something, but it fucked up my sleep schedule. 3 and a half more weeks till I go home! WOOOOOOO!
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