First step on a new foot.....
So i just opened this new journal. It feels good to close the old one, though i know ill go back and look through those pages, im happy to have this one to look to the future with. That was a chapter in my life that had to be finished, a part of me that is no more.
Heres a bit about the current me. Im just about to leave Korea, actually only 2 months left. Im in the navy and have finished almost a year and a half. When i leave here im headed to Cali. Ive sacrifised alot recently, ive lossed loved ones ive given my heart away and had it shreaded but some how god has managed to pull me through. My family and i are alot closer than i ever think weve been. Ive actually heard from my dads side of the family recently. Things arent so bad. I am single which i think is one of the things that hurts me the most, i miss having that support and knowing that someone loves me that much. I guess its like they say all great things come with time. Im afraid that if things happen like they have i wont let anyone back in like i have in the past. Ohh well i know ill get over hurt i always have.
I miss my friends alot, and my family tons. i guess thats about it. Ohh and right now im sitting on a ship in the middle of the Sea of Japan. This is my first tiem out and its been crazy. Ive been working with the deep sea divers.
Heres a bit about the current me. Im just about to leave Korea, actually only 2 months left. Im in the navy and have finished almost a year and a half. When i leave here im headed to Cali. Ive sacrifised alot recently, ive lossed loved ones ive given my heart away and had it shreaded but some how god has managed to pull me through. My family and i are alot closer than i ever think weve been. Ive actually heard from my dads side of the family recently. Things arent so bad. I am single which i think is one of the things that hurts me the most, i miss having that support and knowing that someone loves me that much. I guess its like they say all great things come with time. Im afraid that if things happen like they have i wont let anyone back in like i have in the past. Ohh well i know ill get over hurt i always have.
I miss my friends alot, and my family tons. i guess thats about it. Ohh and right now im sitting on a ship in the middle of the Sea of Japan. This is my first tiem out and its been crazy. Ive been working with the deep sea divers.